Fact is, if anyone talks to me I feel pretty good. My oldest has been coming over some so after 4+ years I got to see my 2 grandsons again. But you know how it is, when they see you looking decent healthy the questions enter the mind why ain't I out there thumping to becoming active. So, they come a few times then I won't see them a couple more years I guess. It's a crime against the grandchildren that they learn how to deal with someone who isn't well is to stay away, as well as a crime that we don't get to know each other. And that's what my doctors -in not doing the job they could have done- that's the wrecking ball they've hit me & my family with.

Anyway, I have some specific physical issues that doctors could help me with, if they would, but all they want me to do is go back on the meds, thereby declaring my ability to do fine without them a big lie. Yep, just bend over, purse my lips tight, perform the act they desire of the back of my head, & I guess they'd do their job. Well, that isn't going to happen. I'm not going to validate their wrong ideas about controlling personality disorders by using their poisons that cause brain oxygen deprivation, causes young people to commit suicide. Some of the things I need doing, I think I can do for myself, so I'm working up to that now. It isn't like I don't know how to use a needle & thread here. The doctors are a hard bunch around here, have been for 16 years now. hehehe Their little trick of profiling me in their database so whenever I try a NEW DOCTOR he finds out the score real quick. No matter my blood pressure, feet problems, weight gain, the only question they address- the First & Last- is why-aren't-you-taking-the-meds, then I'd-like-to-make-you-an-appointment-with-Dr.So-&-So.

And I do that, that's my ticket out from under the curse they put on me. Think of it like this, it's like no matter what doctor I see it's like talking one on one with tabby. Except then you're expected to pay on top of the 80%... for the treatment. So far I've successfully cured my own sinus mold/infection, lowered my blood pressure by taking less than 14 breaths a minute plus nutrition, by spending $3500 for nutrition products over the last 3 1/2 years. Then they wonder why I don't pay them. I don't pay them because THEY ARE WORTHLESS SCUM. That's a simple concept too.

They also think wrongly that my one little voice isn't getting heard out here because there's so many people on the Internet. They're wrong. They had their chance at Peace with me but they drew their sword first... and they drew on me while I was down. They made a big mistake, for if the day comes where my self-diagnosing & self-medicating & self-operating finished me off the lawsuits will be flying then. I hope they're prepared to lose because my writing my experiences with them has laid a paper trail wide enough to cover this planet. On top of that, when the World finds out how I've been trashed by PROFESSIONALS IN ROANOKE VIRGINIA, THIS PLACE IS GOING TO BECOME A GHOST TOWN. NO COMPANY WILL MOVE HERE IF THEY THINK THEIR EMPLOYEES WILL RECEIVE THIS KIND OF SERVICE. The caps aren't for you; they're for them. Already this Roanoke is seeing a population stagnation & drop. It's just the beginning. Doctors who try to push a known bipolar patient over the edge to commit suicide don't deserve their medical practice; they deserve to be paupers, working at minimum wage. It isn't coming to them by my hand. Their hand! -picking up the sword against me- is what brought this malediction at them.

As has happened with me so happens with them. They too are being caught by the Law, the laws of truth. A businessman does his job or he doesn't HAVE A JOB. But I post this here proudly because them not helping me to get a life back, to re-enter Society, patch my family, enjoy my grandkids...

ALL THESE ARE HUMAN RIGHTS THAT THESE DOCTORS HAVE DEFRAUDED ME OF BY NOT HELPING ME. THE DELIBERATE INFLICTION OF PROLONGED PHYSICAL DISABILITIES, THE INFLICTION OF MY DISABILITIES TO WHERE MY CHILDREN & GRANDCHILDREN DON'T HAVE ME TO HELP THEM, ALL THESE ARE ATROCITIES FROM ROANOKE VIRGINIA DOCTORS. AND ONE IN BEDFORD. BUT SHE TRIED HARDER THAN THESE HERE. THEY'RE EX-MILITARY. HAHAHA I KNOW WHO THEY ARE. MILITARY PRETENDING TO BE HEALER$... STILL FIGHTING THE WAR IN VIETNAM, TRASHING 3 GENERATIONS OF Riley's because why? I didn't go to Vietnam, had a cracked vertebrae, color blind, bipolar.What a good decision that would have been...

I know exactly who they are & what they are. Anti-Personnel Bombs, treasonous Scum to hurt children. Taking the law into their own hands to try & execute me by forcing me into following my Dad & Uncles who committed suicide. THEY HAVEN'T WON IN 16 YEARS AND THEY AIN'T GONNA WIN TOMORROW NOR THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW. I'll leave here soon enough after I see them buying their kid's clothes & toys from the local Goodwill as my wife had to do because of years -YEARS- of tractor-trailer D.O.T. physicals never showed my thyroid wasn't working. It is the law. Doesn't have anything to do with anger, vindictiveness, paying back evil for evil. It's just the Law. No service, NO CASH REGISTER RECEIPTS.

Even now the doctors here begin to feel the heat, but, is it MY heat?
Or is it the HEAT WE ALL FEEL WHEN WE DO SOMETHING WRONG?
I know the Auschwitz answer to that, my friend, & so do you.
aim4wood53 Sun 12/25/05, 7:07:52

Anyway, my last BIG page for the year is about the Sky Falling. I don't mind but my friends the doctors who left me in pain for 10 years too long, on disability & no good to my family, couldn't help my son so he had to drop out of college, stuff like that, well, they probably won't like hearing the Sky is Falling because it will rain on their parade. Guess we'll find out who has an account in Heaven, see how well they fare for having discriminated against me. Whether they discriminated & laughed about it on their lunch breaks I couldn't be privy to that.

Naming that page Sky Falling was to help get Net notice but adding 4 1/2+ billion people to the Earth surface since 1950, plus all the buildings, homes, offices, factories, cars, planes, extra trainloads & truckloads of toilet tissue & beer, I think a rough guess is that since 1945-1950 we (Mankind) have added about 2 trillion pounds to the Earth's surface brought up from underneath & added to all the animal weight.

Then there's all the metal ore & crude oil, natural gas pockets, trillions of gallons of fluid drilled (both crude & gas being fluids), has been transported from underneath the ground to ON TOP THE GROUND. The pressure has been compensated some. When they drill out the oil & gas they pump water in so the ground doesn't collapse, except water is much thinner. Then the upward pressure supporting MANKIND begins draining off into the aquifers.

So it isn't the Sky Falling, not really, just the ground dropping. Naturally the atmosphere will drop too when we're ALL GONE UNDER & I don't mean AUSTRALIA. hahaha When the ground surface drops, the ocean water suddenly covers the remaining 25% of the Earth. If it was slow like everyone thinks an Ice Age will be, it might not be SO bad. Suddeness is Key. A sudden ground surface implosion will increase the heat below surface while the waters suddenly covering the entire planet Earth will cause a temperature drop real fast. It's like sweating! Causes temperature loss, chilling a human body, chilling all bodies. Instant Ice Age; Just Add Water. http://tinyurl.com/cokra

Continents dropping, every one of the people (almost 7 billion) plus all the cattle & livestock, wild animals. Sort of like NOAH's ARK IN REVERSE, the planet reclaims everything, everyone, every species. They'll be used to renew an entire new supply of crude oil for the next civilization. All the garbage we've made, all the cars, buildings, bridges, (asphalt going back into the oil too), the inanimate stuff goes back into the anti-Oz underground tornado vortex s^cking everything into a recycle hell bin. Everything goes back to the manufacturer. The increased underground heat turns up the smelter furnace, new volcanoes sprout all over planet Earth, spewing the lava to regenerate the dry land. Total remake of Planet Earth, the old GONE, the new REALLY NEW BY EVERY DEFINITION OF THE WORD. Computers will have to be invented all over again... & this natural "Oil Cycle", like the Water Cycle, will keep on happening til a generation comes along that doesn't fall into the greed-easy trap of using fossil fuels but little else. This would, of course, also necessitate more people inventing more gods, Jesus coming along again too, til somebody hears his words about taking care of the mustard seed; our Planet. Every AIDS Virus will be gone, sickness & pain gone, every human disease sterilized by the intense heat underground in the magma. Sterilized like restaurant-boiled chicken in a Pressure Cooker.

I guess Hell may really turn out to be hot too. Everybody comes back as fly larvae is kind of bad tho. Anyhow, the reason I'm writing this post is the irony of it all, that after writing 3 years, my last BIG link I made -converted to tinyurl- spelled OKRA. You know, no amount of MONEY could have bought that to come up randomly for a webpage telling how the Sky is set to fall as the ground drops & the next Ice Age comes in a matter of a few year's time. Total, 1000% Irony. A plate of OKRA for 3 year's work. And, WHO WOULD'VE GUESSED IN A MILLION YEARS that the end of all things really would be a Valley of Gehenna just as Jesus said? Or that WE THE PEOPLE would end up BEING the "fire & brimstone". Wow.